yamanai ame da neeee

IT WORKS!
Sunday, August 31, 2008

itworkitworksitworks!!!!
OMGGGGG IM EXCITED. hahahahahah.
but no, before that, i have to study for lit...
and suddenly, i'm so thankful for my jc teachers for that book of literary devices.
omg thanks mdm chitra miss baey miss tan ms lin.

1:10 PM

THEY ARE SUBBING CKT hahahahahahhaha, no need to do it illegally any longer :)
i can feel my comp bursting at its seams. HAHA YAY.

happy happy happy!
i haven't felt this accomplished and so excited about smth in ages.
HAHA I LOVE KAT-TUN lalalaaaaaaa...

anyways.
MY SISTER IS COMING BACK HAHAHAHAHA. for 4 days, but STILL.
its good news! life is looking better and better (lets not mention the 3 letters, n, u, and s) whoohooo... im looking forward to tml! please please please let the downloads work. have to use the HJsplit shit whatever that is. omg pls work. i'm loving lj srsly. YAY. ifeel a sudden burst of optimism hahaha guys can you feel it! hehe. omg im going mad already. over ckt, when i don't even know if it works. haha omg wish there was someone to share my joy with, but unfortunately IM ALL ALONE.
hahaha duh its 2 in the morning. ok, i was planning to do smth abt my psych. better go now. BYEBYE

2:11 AM

wickeddddd.
Friday, August 29, 2008

i saw some cool pictures. hahah wicked made it to aussie! wow!

will there be a day when i get to see it...??
HM.

1:34 PM

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

i hate being sick, i really really do.
its like, when my health is screwed up nothing in the world can distract me from the constant hum of worry... omggggggggggg.

school. getting rly rly busy now.
ok i'm going to do work alr la. bye!

12:56 PM

revoltingly happy
Sunday, August 24, 2008

i'm not, but its just such a cute phrase i had to put it down.

olympics' ending today omggg. i don't want............
i think this is the one i've enjoyed the best best bestest so far and it's ending too soon for me!
omg i tell you, the synchro swimming is just fantastic. the russians are damn freaky.
i think they're not human. maybe they grow noses at they're feet, and maybe they have more then one pair of hands that paddles for them underwater. argh. too impressive.
'personification of perfection'. thats what the commentator said, goodness, i think so too pls.

i think, i'm really damn unhealthy. keep falling sick. fall sick, get well, fall sick, get well.
i need more vitamins. my nose is so itchy i can't do anything properlyyyyyyyyyy.
i shld go check out my tutorial assignments (oh, DISMAY)

oh. men's volley is exciting too haha GO GIBA! i will support you forever.
i'm damn sad brazil lost. they're the world champions!
nvm i shall not drag my feet, better go get some work down before closing ceremony.
(why in the world is beckham the one representing london, can't they find a better person who actually CAN play in the olympics.. so commercialised mannnn)

4:17 PM

Friday, August 22, 2008

i dreamt, that i was brushing my teeth and when i spit, the water was brown and bloody.
and no matter how i tried, i couldn't wash it away.
my body is telling me to get rid of dirty things in life. haha maybe i shld go on a sabbatical (very!)

body's been aching for the past 2 days and ytd i finally had the fever!
yay now its all over, supposed to go study today but i don't quite feel up to it yet.

anywayssss tutorials start next week.
i'm really really reallyyyyyyy not looking forward to it.
keep telling myself, just speak up SPEAK UP cause i'm not gna see these ppl ever again after 3 mths. but then i also know its not possible for me. haha.. it took me so long to speak up in lit lessons la, like only in late j2.. omg. argh. from experience, i'm going to get C for class participation!!! :( i wanna cry just thinking about it. above that, academically, nothing's going well. haha. for any of us. geog ppl have to do history, chinese ppl have to learn other languages, science ppl have to rmb long stories, non-science ppl have to learn science.

doesn't uni screw with us all?
I THOUGHT ALVLS WERE THE HARDEST!

12:16 PM

A nightmare, is a nightmare, is a nightmare, is a nightmare.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008

i just keeeep dreaming and dreaming. non stop every night. i dunno can anyone tell me whats wrong with me? don't understand why its happening. haha. another nightmare from yesterday night to add to my list. always my grandparents. HAIIIIII.

anyway, i just watched gym beam event omg the americans are just too good.
Johnson was damn powerful she was twisting turning tumbling like dunno what, not a single mistake!!! wow. her difficulty was SEVEN LAH. omg 7 leh.
and Liukin also omgg! she's super super graceful. her actions are so fluid like WATER man.
amazing. i feel sad for shanshan. ahhh.. why must she fall! so sad.. and she was all teary AWW.
anw Koko, i'm proud of you, even tho you came in last. she's 15 for goodness sake, she's surely only going to get better. i'm looking forward to see her next olympics! :)

hm. today during geog lect, i saw so many cynical people.
i was thinking, not one of us deserve to be forgiven for such cynicism..
i felt like they were so PROUD, of i don't know what.
they think they've lead dreadful lives. haha i dunno but its just so funny that they can get so full of themselves.. so puzzling that they really, really believe that everyone else is having a blast whilst they're not.
maybe i'm thinking too much into those maps, maybe they were just fooling around.
cynicism is not cool its silly.

i wished the woman in the 7 oclock show spoke PROPERLY so i can actually watch it.

oh. schl's starting to get stressful. its all memory work, my brain's all chocked full.
and psych's all just definitions definitions definitions. i feel damn sad.
my bio knowledge is at sec2 level then suddenly its expected to be at jc level. HAHA :(
i feel so insecure like how much am i supposed to study, how much of the readings do i need to rmb?
INDEPENDENCE SUCKS!

7:21 PM

Sunday, August 17, 2008

i had a nice but not so nice dream. how to say lehhhh. it was strange.
i dreamt that we had a stayover at delia's house!! shuduan and i haha.
it was damnnnn vivid like its real i can rmb every little bit of detail can!
ok, let me go scoop abit of green bean soup before i start my narration.

ok so it started when shuduan was supposed to meet me in st nicks(?) but i reached there first and it was the day before funfair. hahahah.. so all the tables and benches were in funfair formation. and no stalls were opened so i called shuduan and told her 'forget it i think no point coming' so we met at delia's house instead. oh i even rmb showing the security guard my nametag when i went into stnicks. like huh. hahaha but so funny.

then we met and we had lunch tgt, and i rmb delia telling us her house got alot of caterpillers (ew) so 'better watch out ok!' so ok we watched out, but i rmb, when we were going to sleep the bed got like sickish green dead caterpillers argh so sick. it was like dead and stuck to the blanket and everything. but the shuduan delia and i in my dream weren't all that disgusted. we scrapped it off and slept on the beds omg! haha. then nxt morning when i woke up, there was a dead caterpiller on me EEWWWWWW my hair stands typing this ok cause i can still rmb what it looks like. it resembled a leech just that its not wet and shiny. it was green and really really FAT. it was STUCK to the back of my leg. then we had to dig it off and it was pasty and rly rly sick.

then it ended. when i woke up i felt soooo horribly digusted i wanted to bathe immediately but obviously it was the middle of the night. and it doesnt help that its 7th month haha (sorry im being pan tang) anw i checked the back of my leg to make sure it wasnt there before i fell back asleep. ahh there's more details then this but lazy already.

oh. you know when you first get digital cable they give you a couple of days of free channels JHAHAHHA. im so enjoying myself can. i got NHK! but i dunno what shows there are.. and and all the HBO omgg.. ytd i stayed up to watch The Prestige and WOWWWW IT WAS GOOD MAN. like seriously, very very impressive. it was super exciting and the are so many twists and turns.. the show was just unpredictable, like magic! i love Wolverine. hahahahah. ok Hugh JACKMAN. hahahah. omg i almost confused him with Hugh Grant :o

ok anw balloting is over for me. i hope i get my tut slots.

5:37 PM

Friday, August 15, 2008

wow blogger change layout.
anyway, schl's been fine. nothing much to it yet..

wed night, went to send charissa off.
oh man i feltso sad when her parents got all teary :(
but anw, she's gna learn alot there so good luck woman!!!!
rmb to meet us when you come back ok.
hope you have a great time. and bring many stories back for us haha.

ok so we spend the entire night at the airport and didnt sleep the entire night.
winnie slept, if you can count that as sleep.
hahaha i got bored so i was observing her sleep. not peaceful at all.
ah i fell sick. this sucks.... i've been lying on my bed and dozing off the entire day.
BUT THEN. of course i saw gym and swimming in the morning omg impressive!!!!
i love you yuyuan! even tho you're not the best.
she's damnnnnnn cute. keep smiling and hugging all the gymnast. AWW.
love her floor routine la!
and ok obviously phelps won agn hahaha but omg the semis for butterfly i was so nervous for him cause he didnt swim very fast!!! (i guess i am rooting for him afterall)
but then haha i like the lochte more. he's quite cute ahah when he gave his flowers to his parents.

AND winnie just told me,
out table tennis team got into finals!!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
2ND OLYMPIC MEDAL!!!
i can see lee kuan yew jumping up and down with happiness.
HAHA ok maybe not but anw im very happy and so proud of them!!
we did damn well this olympics (other then shooting but nvm mr lee you're still cool)!
YAY TO SINGAPORE!

6:21 PM

AKIRA SHOCK!
Saturday, August 09, 2008

things i am shocked abt.

1. This is my third post of the day.
2. Nus has no national day holiday whilst Ntu does (im still praying for someone to prove me wrong, you have 24 hours)
3. Liz and I are reading this sn girl's LJ, and i find that.. regardless of badge, everyone misses sn like we did- in the exact same way that we did.
4. It's strangly fun reading about a stranger's life and finding you have so much in common.
5. Liz and I are having the strangest conversation, (well its not rly shocking)

[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
are you on drugs
LIZ! says:
SHIT
LIZ! says:
NOW YOU KNOW
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
OMG LIZ! what is it
LIZ! says:
it's um, lays.
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
*GASPS*
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
LIZ!
LIZ! says:
i know i know i know!
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
BUT THATS MORE ILLEGAL THEN MARIJUANA!
LIZ! says:
bt but
LIZ! says:
i couldn't help it!!!!!
LIZ! says:
i mean i told myself it'll just be once
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
YOU'LL BE WANTED BY TRHE USA PPL!
LIZ! says:
and then, again.
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
LIZ! OMG
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
you have to stop now!
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
i will help you!
LIZ! says:
you can't
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
WHY!
LIZ! says:
because now that i've told you
LIZ! says:
i'll have to kill you.
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
(i need to laugh)
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
*GASPS*
LIZ! says:
(okay go ahead)
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
BUT I THT WE wERE FRIENDS
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
(HAHAHAHAHA)
LIZ! says:
i know. we WERE.
LIZ! says:
Lays, has changed my life.
LIZ! says:
(HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!)
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
NOO LIZ DONT LOSE THE BATTLE!
[YOUtachi]- never tickle a sleeping dragon says:
YOu KNOW that life is more important then lays!

6. So many atheletes in the Olympics are younger then me. IM SO OLD OMG.
7. I felt like i loved Singapore with all my heart when i was singing 'There was a time when people said that Singapore won't make it BUT WE DID, BUT WE DID'. This, in itself, is not surprising.what is surprising is how fast the feeling faded.

nevertheless,
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!!

11:36 PM

i'mreallydreadingmonday.

but the reality of school reopening in 1 day has yet to set in. because,
1. I AM NOW ABLE TO WATCH DIANA'S DVD.
2. AND I'VE FIXED MY LAPPY.
3. I AM CONNECTED TO THE INTERNET!

actually, 1 is a result of 2.
hm. its damn cold now..
hope ndp can proceed as normal. yay ndp!
i used to go quite often (one advantage of having parents in the government) but now no more alr.. it's not really that i've outgrown it, just that i dunnooooo.. ppl seem to think i SHLD HAVE outgrown it. strange thing, really. how people outgrow celebrations. hahah but anw i'll be watching at home as usual and feeling patriotic when i sing 'we are singapore' (as usual) and feel my hair stand when the fireworks come up.. i love national dayyyy..

3:27 PM

woke up at 610 today hahaha so i can reach nus at an unearthly hour.
in the end, the rag got delayed to 11. ELEVEN.
adeline matong and i didn't know what to say. hahahaha. such inefficiency! tsk.
its supposed to be at 8. so nvm, we sat and waited.. hahah rag day was pretty cool.
some of the floats were damn wow. esp when it comes from those unexpected facs like pharmacy and dentistry. i was superrr impressed with them.

haha anw after that we went to orchard to eat and i slept all the way home on 167.
we had a good time talking la. it was basically a good day.
now i'm sun burnt. red and feeling rly warm. argh.

oh, singapore came out so at the back pls! hahahaha cause xing got 12 strokes...
they didn't even film nathan. i was disappointed (not tt i wanted to see him, but he IS our president)
and i didn't get to see lee wung yew. eeeeehhhh my innova teacher leh. so proud of him.
hope he gets a medal. bronze also can! ok im so tired. i think i shall retire for the day. aha.

oh abt my best dad in the world, lets just say i'm going to do just what he says.
smtimes, he can get so ridiculous there's no point trying to reason with him.
lets see who breaks first.

12:00 AM

complaining.
Thursday, August 07, 2008

once again, i'm back to the days of indigestion.
stress stress stress.
i'm getting damn irritated.
can they just give me all my tutorial timeslots so i can blame the school if i go for tutorials alone. now i have no one to blame but myself :/ :/:/:/:/

i'm freaking pissed off.
omg. i'm so tempted to start swearing already seriously.
my dad, my mum my brother. omg. my laptop, my pc.
nothing's going right loh.
there he is saying 'i want this done by tomorrow you understand?!'
GIVE YOUR DAUGHTER A BREAK DAMNIT.
is that retarded newspaper article more important then this.
i hate it that he thinks he doesn't have to be reasonable cause he's my father.
omg. he actually says things like, because i say so.

and he accuses me of talking like i'm 'bloody big'. eff off, will you.
yes i know, without you there is no me. but if you want someone that doesn't question and doesn't have deviating opinions, don't get a child, get a clone.
you would think parents nurture they're children so they could be somebody.
SOMEBODY. SOMEBODY- NOT YOU.
SOMEONE WITH A MIND BODY AND HEART OF THEY'RE OWN.
someone with they're own set of problems. they're own set of theories. they're own interest. they're own definitions in life, own need for privacy, own way of showing they care, own way of handling stress.
isn't it your job to observe and understand this. and not infringe your stupid opinions on me just cause i don't do things the way you do.
now im sounding like some snobby unfilial child.
omg i hate this. i can feel my heartbeat at my finger tips.
ARGHHHHHHHHHH FREAKING HELLLLLLLLLLLLL.
idioticbloodyshittycrappppppppppppp.

when i read my own posts, i think my vocabulary doesn't do justice to just how pissed off i am.
MY DAY WAS GOOD UNTIL NOW ONE LOH.
whyyyyyy why must it be spoilt.

12:17 AM

liting has gotten a fluff friend
Tuesday, August 05, 2008

liting has gotten a facebook account.
which shuduan made for her. hahahahah.
she and i knows the dark secret, my PASSWORD.
anw, what i wanted to say was.. looking at all the photos..
80% of stnicks girls posted photos that are 80% stnicks girls.
(omg how to phrase)
yah anw you get my point right. hahaha. so cute. i love sn.

bidding has been such a chore.....
i decided, just slam all my pts in alr. hahaha anw im not gna affect what other ppl put so i'll just get back the pts later, no matter what i put. so AIYAH heck la.

and and. i had another. anozzeerr (i've been reading harry potter) bad dream.
this time, the victim was my mother. omggg and this is more real then the rest la.
because it wasn't the death itself.. but the dream was more abt the aftermath.. the 'accepting time' omg it was terrible. i didn't cry so much during the dream but more after i woke up. haha it was like sobbing cause im relieved its not real. omg this is getting bad loh.

i always read diana's mails with a stupid smile on my face hahaha
and a feeling of excitement in my throat. i can't wait for decemberrrrrrrr come back soon!!! srsly this is just like the time you were in taiwan. from 2004. OMG 2004. thats.. 4 yrs ago. shit. and we really never grow up loh. haha!
ohohoh ytd, toy reminded me of our favfavfavvvv A1 song. aw man. i rmb the time we were cooped up in the staff room and we sang One More Try to ourselves omg so cute. every teacher probably heard us. hahahahaha. but we didn't care. so fun.
EH I DONT WANNA START SCHL.

12:00 PM

i'm climbing the bonbon tree.
Saturday, August 02, 2008

what's a bonbon tree?

i dunno eh.

i wish all the machines ard me will just work properly.

i really do miss my friends. and they miss me HAHA.
ok. my goodness i love this picture. cannot stop thinking that its super cute.
i hope they do well in aussie and i do well here.
skype is the greatest invention. srsly.

4:51 PM